anti bodies.

lol.i found out smth abt my body.smth wrong already.i suppose my antibodies went holiday.i was so sicky icky recently.*poorthing brenda*yes.seriously very poorthing.i hate the medicine.n i didnt ook alot i suppose.cos.my antibodies is rushing back.*yesh yesh*

bat today.sejarah was fun.when i mentioned sejarah.what's in your mind?

PN DORRIS!!!

DRAMATIC.

she wants our roles.for our marks.lol.=D.it's so my luck to get into nazrin;s group.this prove i m super not racist.please.stop saying brenda racist.i m not.i m super serious.guess who's in my goup.the smart one thaqif.*smth like that.i didnt pay attention on his name.i knew him for months larh*.the tall one nazrin.the super playful one khalif.the both sided onn jaafar [ariff].n mememememe.brenda ng.the only chinese n girl.=D.c.i m not racist.i restictly not allow anyone insulting me racist.for me.racist is sort of insults larh.i dont know why.o0

but thanks god that all of them was okay.i was sosososo worieed becos they were playing n laughing n fooling.included me larh.thats so big difference man.8 groups i suppose.n our.most noises.lol.what to do.all of us was born to laugh like maniac.except for thafiq.he was sososo serious.relax larh.lol.

[soorry because.i meant it.=8]

mc donald.

went mc donald for my sis.mine n my bro breakfast.ofcourse my mum fetch me there.ofcouse i wont walk there.u know how much i have to walk for usj 1 to taipan.n my mum will not let me walk.=D.i must obey ryte.brenda = super super good girl.that's why





while i m waiting.one of them served me a drink.lol.i didnt know that there's such thing.ofcouse i get shocked.*innocent*.i haf not went mc donald for quite some time larh.what to do.i m good enough to stay at home.ahaha.





at first i don mean to drink that coffee.cos i aint feeling well since i woke.so.my mum has to drink it.but at the end i haf to finish it becos.i dont know why.i obey mummy's demand.=D.cos.brenda loves coffee.not exactly but yes.although i prefer tea more.





guess what happen after drinking that.?idk.ahaha/..*my fav answer.=D*haha.smth bad happens.yeah.my old frens hunt for me.what to do.they mmiss me too much.





by the way.brenda isnt weak .neither strong.ahaha.

i m who i m

ang paus.

lol.mummie said.after chap goh meh onlee we can open our angpaus.so.i listened.just now.she ordered us to open all our angpaus.so i open.by the time i open.i realise i lost my angpaus.
omg.not all larh.few of them.

!@$$^@!@ how can a human lost the angpaus.cant found.until now.shivering for my angpaus.grrr.hunting for them.n the MONEYS$$.not exactly the money larh.but for such supersticious human such as me.i couldnt bare to lost my angpaus man.urgh.wonder where i left it.ni don think it's a small amount inside.omgomgomg.T.T.

but the point is.i could find it.what can i do.i dont know.ahaha.anyone can tell me where??or isit god knows where.tell me please someone.i desperately nid my angpaus back.!@$@$^@#!

hope my money can come back to me.*come back to me babeh.xp*

brand new hair.

lol.from the early of the 2008.i needed a hair cut badly.but my mum keep says she is bz n refuse to let me cut.i dunnoe why.n i dont care.cos.i cut my hair today.yay yay yay.*happy*.

guess where i cut.i don think u wana know.lol.i wana try out those type of hair cuts at taiwan's one.what i heard wwas.some of the 'barberrrr' having their so called 'salooooon' under the bridge.smth like that.omg.chunted ryte.under the bridge okay.coooooooooool.=D

okay.abt where i cut my hair.i went summit.u know where?that one.near mc donald de.i m so poor that couldnt bare to visit a 'saloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooon'.omg.n i m sososososo jakooooon inside there.i entered once larh.that's when my bro wans his head to be quite bold.lol.until today.its actually okay.

*blaaaaaaaa.*

n owh yeah.we baked cake today.lol.eventually.we should call that muffin i suppose.or cupcakes?lol.i don care.i tell u.pn teo;s mood was super great n she didnt scold us.omg.so the unbelievable.but anyway.thats smth great.ryte.

n THANKS TZI YING.she made my skin.she made my day too.i dont know why.whenever i see her.my mood turns to be better.=Dshe had the power.lol.she has a unrejectable-sweet-candie smile.=D.love u girl.

bren,

loves you

crisis of water.

what u will think about of i said crisis of water?what brenda just said.lol.an extraordinary crisis.lol.omg.i don think anyone gets me.let me go stright to the point.*titik*.

i didnt had enuff water..n.some of the lovely frens came.grrrrrrrr.my best fren [mr FLU] came first.omg.i hate flu i tell u.i'll get frasturated with it.n then.my lips cracked.wth.why bad things happens on me?i dont know.=D*my best and favourite answer*

today .i actually had a great talk with one of my classmates.xp.since quite a number of teacher of mine were absent.so.why cant we talked.whats the point to study after exam.?*thats what i meant by 'malaysians study just to face the EXAMS'*so we two insaint one chat n chat n chat.laugh n laugh n laugh.we gossip like no one cares.wakakak.but i can say.we are LOUD.n ourr talked was so called 'gossips'.wth.==

after school.there was frens coming.n there aim is to take ang pau.i don get what kinda thinking is that.i noe i said such things but i don meant it.becos.i wana go my fren's hse just for fun.i mean like we gather n fool around.that's nice n what i really enjoyed.

so.one of them haf to come my hse to bath.gues who was that.TAN WEN LEE.lol.she was sososososo shy .followed me moving here fidgeting there.??!!.cute ryte.aahaha.until wai yien n her friends came.lol.n then.we went hui xuan's hse.n we walked back.her hse is quite nearby larh.n mike was exclaiming.'tired la tired la'.exercise more larh old man.lol.

i see thru things during the cny.i found out that.if you had been given smth,u will ask for more.yeap yeap.i dunnoe why.or can i say.hum'e'n are greedy..cny was the best time to look thru smth.there is gonabe alot ppl so u can do the comparism.m i smart?nop.ahahahah.

owh yeah.don try to taalk abt exam.i screwed it up.i agree with amelia.there's presure to be in where i am now.not easy.n i doubt to get good results.lol.who cares.

brenda loves doing things that she loved.

-bren the blue-

loves you

T.T

omg.i heard alot alot alot alot alto sad stuff man.n i thought of alot alot alot alot alot of sad stuff man.sad case ryte.

i tell u.last few days.1 useless one told me 'i broke up wid xxx edi.'until today.i tell u.that human is still emo.wtf.cant u just tell yourself.no point u waste your time on your emo-ing n u dump your studies aside.its so #$@!#.grrrrrrr.seriously.maybe she will she how much effort u put on her but.on the same time your studies go.down down down.booobooobooo.as my mum said.studies is more important.i meant.u noe la now ur exam then please la.study b4 u do those maybe-lil chance-might be hopeless stuff ryte.

lol.n today ryte.my uncles came to my .my.my.houseeeeeeeee*drumrolls.*wad.i love my house kay.n ryte.one of the uncle's daughter.super chunted one.she is onlee 4 this year.n guess what.she can dance like omgomgomgomgogmogm.seriously.she can dance.she flows as the song goes.she is so PROOOOOOOOOOOO.*claps*eh.she is 4.she didnt attend any dancing classes or watch any dancing tapes la.she is sosossosososo talented.

n owh .tml is exam.test i mean.n brenda ng was playing the whole day looong.yes.today i didnt touch my book .doooo.n let me tell u hw much i studied.sej f1 n 2 onnleeee.no bm no seni no others.who cares.i like then can edi larh.brenda is a lazy girl.what to do.she hates studying.n her results is so gonna depends on her mood.n i can tell u this exam she wont get a flying colours.u noe why.cos her moood super bad.seriously.@#%$!@$# mood.thats y i told my mum to not expect i get wadever result.no a's for this exam.=D.

i know myself alot.i doubt to get good results lol.n please.i don like the word smart.i dunnu why.cos.brenda IS NOT SMART.so i dun likey.*how humble m i *wakakkakaa.jk.

i watched somthing just now.as i told u my life was just watching tv n playing comp.that stupid show.made my tears falls.wtfwtfwtf.n a fren's blog.hmph.felt sad for the girls.but i think he changed?lol.i dunnoe.what i noe is.HE IS A GREAT GREAT FREN.yes he is.i haf no idea why he did so bbut.yes i think u nids to apologize.they desperately nids that apologize too.i dunoe.thats what i m thinking.

he made me thought of smth.smth seriously bad bad bad.don worry lar brotha.ntg to do wid u.omg.just done watching a so sad movie.n i thought of that again.aaahah.somthing that urm.somthing small but it hurts.from the begeining i told u i don meant to hurt u.but.hmph.i sendiri cari pasal what to do.aahahahaahha.seriously.NOT MY FAULT .i told u everything n u go blame me.wtfwtfwtf.i hate that alot.n at last u yang cedera bukan aku.its just like u bang your head on the wall n come to me.==.i cant help u.i mean.not my fault.i didnt demand u to knock your head on that wall or wad.i didnt even tell u to do so.lalala.so.don try to act smart la.n sorry.ahahahahahhhaha.i might let my tears falls for u.n i might not.what to do.u cant control my mind.u cant even get what i m thinking dudeeee.=D.

emo.is just something.that stays on u for some times.they leave when u tell them.'please go away.shooooo~'.don take something too important.she is not gona be ur wife.she might be the one who made u fail your wadever subject .do what u haf to do now.=D.take it easy babeh.omg.memories is torturing brendaaaaaaaaaaa.*struggling* bren the blue.

loves u.=D

anti-exams

lalalalal.i dunnoe why.
everyone's talking about EXAM.
wtfwtfwtf.
can anyone tell me?
that's so like.'we live just becos of exam.'
eww.thats a super-dull-boring-eeky life.

yes.n brenda ng.is still watching TV.playing comp.
doing what she want to.
she is FREE from books.
but she ISNT free for exam.xp.
monday is so gonabe 'theee test'
what i heard is.'i sstudy geo already!'.'i did my math practice lo.nn sejarah oso lea.'.

????????????

n when they asked me.brenda will say.
'i havent do anything yet wor.i just act like normal.watch my tv.attend my tuition.play my comp.read my STORY books.'yes.n havent complete reading my story book.
n they will go like.'omggggggggg.u crazy arh?test u noe.got marks wan lea!'
??????????????

i will go crazy when i heard that.i seriously dont likey.
u study for marks?exam marks?lol.
i know mostly is like that.
what to do.we had been told to do so ryte?ahahahahahhahahaahahah
blaablaablaa.

owh owh.wan tching ajak me go her hse makan steamboat today.
n guess what.

my mum planned to haf a steamboat today alsooooooooo!

its so like.my mum read her mum's heart ryte.thats cool.yes yes.i wished to haf that kinda power.lol.
u can get what others thinking.=D.
i always wana noe what the others haf in their mind.
cos i don get what they are thinking.

I wasted all my tears my eyes are dry on you

now I can’t get it together

My heart is aching for you

now I know that I’m a coward

My tender attempts seem vaporous too little too late,

Oh I assumed you and I would be forever,

Just wouldn’t do

[boo.i wont do that for u again.my tears wont drop down for u.my heart wont ache for u.

n i wont assumed that you n i would be forever.]

-bren the blue-

loves u

valentinessssss.

i m super sad today.i m sossosososososossoosos sorrry.....

tzi ying la.

chao jian la

wai yien la

wan tching la.

shee foong la.

mike la.

julia la.

paul la.

n juliannnn.omg.i din expect he gaf me one lol.

sorry guys.

i

i had think abt it actually.but.seriously.my budget doesnt allow me.SORRRRRRY lo.look.v a nice one from wai yien.yes.i m always happy.don worry.=D
owh.one is from julia n the other one from paull.<3 href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiZBTfzokInN2fGcGQWWDmEKAlxgS0sB-fTo0nKswU3uU8il5feZJJ5LGV5PVJBzkSyV5j-PnMSL9xYF76Uuz01N1_hUJf3030TRGn7uQWsVEUjeiwyR76HaouZmbu1dJ_U6Xr_Ygn0YZEg/s1600-h/DSCN2174.JPG">
chao jian's one.<3 href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjU8q8WF5sCs5AshpkVqPtzlJO6juqJtULptIxv1ZDuxoOnQHPn1tgBgXqIgBPjEZ9b9PVcOUAcrIEXwYLQNL96rlcaXnRZ9V5yH2VqxaqR5e8OHkjvl16WRKieEoQeRljSNT81U96Q5qyj/s1600-h/DSCN2175.JPG"> n this one.i think mostly know hu la.TZI YING!sorry.but don worry.I LOVE UUUU
this one.make me damn damn sam tong.wan tchingg.thank you my dear.*i m guiltyYy.*

yoyo.ameliaaaaaaa.*muaxxxx*swt.

yup.a very good fren=p

xp.from a innocent blur girl.wennnnn

from wenn's daddie.mikeyyyyyy

*poof*its so like a dream.from julll-ian.omg.thanks bud.apreciate it.n yeah.u are a good one.

thx thx thx thx thx thx thx thx thx thx thx thx thx thx thx thx thx thx thx

n people.study for exams.

bren de doooooo dooo

-boooooo-

<3

yoyoyyoyoy.tml is so gonnabe a day of.

maybe.ahaah.urm....its gona be my tired day.n i hope alot that its a holiday tml.
poof.tdy was a tired tired day.piles of homeworks n few tuition made my damn day.


n owh yeahhhhhhhhh.

tml is valentines day.

lol.enjoy ut valentines day.must must.

homeworks' yelling at me.mean.i haf to go.n finish the HOMEWORKSSSSSSSS

not exhausted yet

lol.i tot.yeah i tot i will be like.ly-in there n sleep deadly or smth litat.but no non noooooooo.i still wake at 6.sleep at 2.=D.4 hours for me to sleep.....><.aahahahhaha.don worry.brenda is hyper ever.never exhausted.not until he say he love me.muahahha.means.i will be.

HYPER FOREVER.

yea.lol.brenda wont die without him.ewwwwww.ahaha.n owh yeah.i met a fren again.duh.brenda alot fren la.yes.i met my not quite old but a lil old fren.GIGI.my uncle's pet dog larh donkei.i tell u.he damn good u noe.he get what u mean.he will show u the way.he will say bye bye to u.omgomgomg.isnt that great??????ahahah.not like 101.*especially jx's one.ganas betul*.ahaha.i mmg bad.

1st day of cny*ice kacang..!!*

??!!

=Dntg beta to do.

bren de blue..

doo doo

=D

lol.i DUNNOE why.today was the first day of cny.of course i enjoyed alot.





want to know why....?*say yes dudes*





okay.i went my grandma's hse.i noe its quite boring cos me n my cousins arent that close.ignore that.n then.they had cateer fooooods.yes.my fav part.n owh yeah.my brother drove me n my sis there.cos my mum wasnt feeling well.so.yes.about the FOOODSSS.omgomgomg.brenda's favourite man.n the best part was.ICE KACANG la ofcourse.there mutton.curry laksa.drinks of course.nasi lemak.omg alot alot alot.but what i hunt for was.ICE KACANG.as i said.I DUNNOE WHY.i just love that.it's so nice.n u can make yours special by ordering that fella there.brenda is bossy.who cares.

not just that food .n the lion dance.omg.this year one was slightly diff.since grandma's hse dah renovate.what to do.i may say it was slightly longer.yes.sorry no pics for that.cos.nah.dah biasa.lol.omg omg omg.think la how costful it was.i can just say.THEY ARE RICH.ahaah.not brenda doo.it's not realated.directly not related.=Dlol.great ryte.i still mean the ICE KACANG ofcourse.u noe how nice that u can eat unlimited.without paying.n act that bossy n fassy.wakakakaka.i enjoyed that.

n just now.i m so not happy.omg.brenda not happy.crazy la.yes.brenda damn damn not happy.one of my friend visited me.*confirm brenda crazy edi.got fren visit sumore so not happy*no.i mean.her mum is a fren of my mum.n we are friends.seriously.we are so damn close u know.i m not really.cos she kat cheras i subang la.it's so far.but we went for vacation.we had our dinner.we go camp.omgomgomg.alot alot man.maybe these few years abit not close but still.

she is sweet.pretty.smart ass.hawt.seriously.she is a genius.without studying dapat larh scholarship pegi singapore dah.omgomgomg.she is one.thats why i m sad.she is goin back singapore on the sunday.

so fast man.just now i didnt dare to talk to her.i know.my tears were rolling in my eyes doo.what should i talk.i know whatever i talk my dankey tears will rll down.i felt so bad to not talk to her.but to make her felt better.sorry.i haf to.so sad ryte.we went cameron.we went blue waves.i tell u that was seriously great time.we go there learn baking.we shared alot.n pulau redang.n pangkor.n alot alot.omg.i must say I LOVE HER ALOT.yes i do.

a smth like farewel for her.n a christmas party too.

her charming smile.<3

genius bbq-in dudes.watch out.she is siszling!i love her..gona miss u babeh.

we are riding.yes.we shared alot during the ride.=D

-bren the blue-

new year mooood

yea man.NEW YEAR.CHINESE NEW YEAR.yessss.

but.omg.out fits crisis???ahah.

help me someone.i tell u.it's so not good to not haf new clothes during the new year.*i noe theres prob abt my grammar .so what.shut up*wakaka.call me EVIL.who cares.apparently.i dont care.

i got a new top edi.a bottom edi.yes.i m still lack of smth .

shoess.i nid a pairs of shoes desperately.poof.it actually I NID EVERYTHING DESPERATELY.

since i bought a pairs of shoes that day.n i ter-wore it.brenda is careless.what to do.this was some how called purposely.lol.u noe i noe la.ahahah.

sounds like brenda ni boros.nop.it's bcos.I DONT KNOW WHY.but seriously.i thought of future.i did save my money$$$$$.aaha.n then.i spent.spent for myself la.i can tell u no man.my mum's bday.look la how caring i m.lalala.

n what i didnt expect seriouslt happened.so.i did think b4.n for sure.10 times i think 10 SAME answer'.so what.u are just like a NOTHING to me.'

yes.i m half way btw matture n immature

You Are Somewhat Mature

You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart.While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later.

Are You Immature?

lol.i somehow remember someone told me matture = old?i 4gt hu but i m sure there;s such words from his mouth.=D