Thursday, March 17, 2011

after 5 months.

yes,i am back. with more emo sad stories, funny but dumb stories. =)

it's a seriously new life that i am having now.
urgh, college aint that fun like they mention.
i m being a quite loner human there.
i m afraid to talk.
cus, i dont know what to talk.
i m afraid people will get offended with what i said.
but i used to talk like that , just that they dont understand.

it's a new life that i m trying to fit in.
for me, i am struggling to fit in.
i used to think i can do it and i will fit in easily.
but i cant.
i dont know how.
maybe i m the naive one.
maybe i am the selfish one.
I JUST SIMPLY CANT FIT IN THE LIFE NOW.


people always say, life is complicated.
n i always ask why.
life is just being either happy or sad...
there isnt anything that is complicated,.
hah , n now i laughed at myself.
isnt it rediculous to ask why.
i m tired.
this time i really am.
how it became like that.
we played , worked , eat , sleep , study , laugh , cry together,.
and today, the bond between us just broken like that.
pieces of memories just scattered around.
why? i wana ask WHY.
i hate to see it when everyone is laughing at the outside but poking each other at the inside.
what is this? n since when , we happened to be so?
i feel like connecting us back but how,
tell me what can i do.
life havent been so miserable to me until today,.
haaah , am i just too dumb somehow.





phewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
hope everything is seriously gonna be better.!!!!!!!!!
seriously,this had been bothering me for weeks.
i need to settle this if not i seriously haf to drop my studies LOHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
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grhhhh.h.....h.h.hh.h.h.h.h.h.hh
















































to you, imy.
alot,.very much,.sangat banyak,.

=)




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