past 5 days which is last 5 days of 2008

26*12*08
went SUNWAY with amelia and yien.pffffffft.
what we did was just juggling here and there.lol.
the funnest thing of the day is.
we went for 'car-racing'.
lol.i was that HIGH.*that actually u cant imagine*
hmmmm.mummy caall @ 4.30 n i haf to say goodbye.T.T
but stilll.excited n super high cos the next day will be my BRENDA NG HUEH MIN's bdae.ahah/

27*12*08
BOOOOOOOOOOOh people.
it my bdae lol.
daddy sayy.'pack ady anot??ltr late ady not ncie arhhh.'
guess where are we going?
sg klah.
a somewhere with something fun.
dad say it's kinda 'hot spring.'
but when we reach.it kinda far from what i imagine.
but still.my heart was hook on smth else.
theree was a 'cool pool' there.
omgg.the water was kinda coold.n its like,so fun.
n i cut my toes there..TOES.both of it.T.T.
but i still continue.since its funnn.

kc*since i dunnu hw to spell his name*,jeremy*cousin*,tse wei*fren*,bridgette*sis* &me

we're just battling

posing?aha.call us poser.

can u see the steam?ofcouse u dont soak urself in this.

lesser steam bt still its oh-la-las hot.

28*12*08
done ntg.
watch tv n tv ntv.thats all

29*12*08
darn nervous.no i m not.
seriously i m not
since the result are there n we cant change it.
just let it be.
well.had piano lesson and teacher was complaining my scales sux.despite the insuffiient practice.
bwahaha

30*12*08
phew .results were out.
n thx buddha.fine just.wadever
n i m not happy.
just dont feel that happy.

31*12*08
when popo's hse to celeb new year
n its pretty coool.
n now here i m.
lol
thats all.XP

partayyyyy season

its' christmas eve loL.
n my bdae is just ard the corner lolllllll.
hahahahaha.
super excited.
hyperactive even.
just non-stop.XP

well.
MERRY CHRISTMAS peep.
enjoy.
go ahead.
n haf fun.XP

neglected

i havent post for past 14 days.or just 2 weeks.
i m back frm s'pore.XP.
haaaaaaaaaaah.lol
fine.
alot alot alot alot to post.
but not the sabah trip.or the s'pore trip.
dont feel like putting up pics NOW .

hmmmmmmmm..
hols' gonna end.
and yet.
i haf done nothing abt what i wanted to.
wad a failure..
n recently.
i m seriously.
frus with who i am.
not like what i am before this.
urghhhhh.my life turn black n white since dunnoe when.

friends?
i dont get it anymore.
we seemed to be that close. just THAT close.
but what i can feel is we are that far apart.
urghg.
everyone seems to get together.
i will be the exception one.
i hate these 'being left out' feelings.
its so darn not nice.

;to the dearest.
walking on the streets
looking at those pairs,
my heart freeze in a sudden pace.
lonelyness fill the entire air.
memories slipped out.
my tears rolled down.
and you..and everything about you.
happened to be a video.
playing in front of my eyes.
somewhere near my heart.
where i hide the scar u gave me.

that day.
nearly a year we're apart.
and things that i dont want it to happen happened.
we bump into each other.
i chose to not look into your eyes.
refuse to listen a word of yours.
although it's now in my heart.
words of yours.
sounds like magic that melt my ears.

i dont like it when you tell me those.
your life.
your friends.
whatever about you.

let's just say goodbye to the previous relationship
and lets start our new friendship.
i'm always there for you.
my dearest.
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owh people.one more time.dont ask me am I going on with anyone.
lol..
like..........
owh.
no.
n then you dont believe it.*bang wall*
just not into it.
not the right time.
no right person.
haaaaaaaaha,

will update soon.

those days we had.passed.
time doesnt rewind.
stop it.cus i dont worth it.
[brenda]

THE DAY.

FINALLY.ahhha.fyi,we;d prepare for like frm sept.n it's super harsh since pmr was knocking our door.wad a co-incident all the ajk n comitees r f3.haaaaaaah.

*it's sound wierd if u dunnoe what happen actually.*
wellll.....
seriously.
i love today alot alot altoa lotalto
blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa/.
those kids are so cuteeeeeeeeeee.
n they are so nice,soo hyper.
esther ,kenneth.daniel.vanessa.john.paul.MATHEW.owhhhhhhhhhhhmyBUDDHAAAAAA.

HAHA.one more thing.
i m a SUPER UBER UTTER emo human on earth.
a.k.a crying baby.
a.k.a laughing queen.
i can cry in a minute n laugh in the next.hahhhah.
well.ppl who r that close to me.
i know u expect me to cry rite...especially amelia.grrrrrrrrh.
everytime i cry she will say 'urgh.dont cry la.i know u will cry d la.but haiyo,dont cry la.....'
wan tching will always either comfort me or just doin stupid things like playing even sad music.
she dont cry easily.bt i saw her tears!!once.hahah.=D*banngga*
wai yien will always say 'can u stop crying?*and actually she starts crying.* do u wan me to teman u cry isit.??'lol.u are already crying my dear.haaaaah.

when u think u are that unlucky.
think abt the others.
there's someone even worse and still .
they are going on their life journey.
just like what you have to do.

life;s just like driving on a highway.
sometimes u will feel tired.
u waanna stop for a break.
but the difference between driving on a highway n driving on your life journey .
we cant turn back and drive along where we passed by on our life journey.
no u turns.

brenda.

love me.love you

haywired.

pfffffffffft.
sorry people.
to those who i didnt reply ur msg.
sry sry sry sry people.
i m so sosososo lazy to reply u guys' sms.
forgive me.
i m not in the damn mood to reply sms[s] since i m busy with things that seriously gimme a bad migrane.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*screams*

things just make my lil brain explode..ouchy.
i tried my best n i hope i will see what i hope to see.
pray for me ppl.
hahaha.
n the kk's pics will be post soon.yeah SOOON .
woahhhhhh.
i will be that busy next week.n i bet it will be an alluring week.
yeeeepeee.still,all worl n no play makes brenda a dull girl.=)
clinging with my long lost besties.
n also a date with my so called gang.haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
i bet mummy wont let me out for nother 3 weeks huh?

recently i was trapped with my teory.
anyone.just lend me a hand.
it has been tougher n tougher for me.
p/s i m the extraordinary one.who is so forgetful n i can remember everything infront of my teacher n when i was alone.my mind is blank.BLANKKKKKKKKKKKK!
it's not like what i thought of when i was 7.
i thought it was pretty easy n it's just an abc job for me.
grrrrrrrrrrrrr.

i love u but ,do u?

n..curently.

hot& cold by katy perry*not sure the spelling* is the new pink.<3

=)

hey peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
i m bac.haaha.
yeah i know i didnt make it to say GOODBYEEE.
my comp was @!$%$#^!@#$.
hahah.so sorry.

n i m so TIREDDDDD now.
i have no time.
anyone.just gimme some.
i need it DESPERATELY.
urghhh...i m just bac frm sabah n tonnes of work waiting for me
n i m so darnn not free tomorrow.which i actually got somthing to do n i have to do another more IMPORTANT thing.
everything comes together.n they bang each other.
ouchhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.gr.
haha.
how i wish i m staying rite ontop of the hills?
then i can scream like no one cares.NOWWWWWWWWww.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
fine.it doesnt help.
i have to go.
n thx darling.
i love the skin alot.
sry i didnt sms u right after i see it.lol
i was outside when i saw it.
btw.
i <3 you!!!

Uh-oh! I stole Brenda's blog!

Uh-oh!
I invaded Brenda's blog!

I came in here, stole her password, tore off that previous ugly blogskin, and then here I am, writing a post.

Anyone knows who am I? :) Lol. Only Brenda knows! Heh.

TO: Brenda!! I don't know how your skin looks in Firefox, because I'm currently using a cacated notebook. Tell me okie? And when you're back, first thing - sms me and say how it looks. Anything that you don't like, you can erase! Hehe. If you don't know, call me or text me. Lol.

Alright! Brenda will be back soon ;D

XOXO. Godbless!