holidays

pffffffffffft.i left this bloggie for quite some time that makes me feel bad.but i don think i can cope for this cos of the ew-ew exams.


problems come thru me these days.

i'd been thinking of piles of questions that i cant find any or there isnt any answers's questions.

can anyone tell me who the heck m i???

even myself dont know who m i then how can u know who m i.

m i the girl that used to be daddy's sweetheart?

or the one who used to be his girl?

or the one who used to be someones best friend?

or just the one who been critisized?

or the so called 'best friend' that been said betray-ed someone?


oh.tell me who m i.

people used to say u are just who you are.

but when u yourself cant tell people who u are, who you are then?

mutant?haha.might be.

questions that i cant answer.

questions that made me emo.

questions that made me feel terrible.

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awhhh.monday was wai yiens bdae.

we went sunway.celebrate her bdae is the point.

it cost me 124468462342 cups of saliva to persue my mum so that i can go.

it's for my own gooood.yeah i know.

i m super not allowed to go out with friends is all for my own goooood.

wtf.

my mum treats me toooo good that i really dont know what can i do anymore.

i dont think i can reach her 'level'.

i know she didnt ask for anything but.

the better she treat me,the more she deserve n the more i suffer

because i know i cant reach the spot that she'll satisfied.

what can i do???

no idea.