just like that.

lol.
i felt so useless today.
utter USELESS
very
alot
banyak
hen duo
darm alottttttttttttttttttttttttt

ish.okay i m useless.
i cant finish my task,.
n my temper was that bad.
n still.havent finish my task yet.
shyt.
and its like.
no possible way i can finish it.
and i did something super wrong today.
which i makes me feel so guilty.
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

i just dowan it to be like that
bt what can i do?
i had tried my best but its still litat.
whaat can i buat larhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
slap me someone.
i know my task was so simple compare to the others yet i still cant complete.
my bad.
i admit.
sorry.
><

pffffffffft.

#friday.
lollll.didnt went schl .didnt 'make it' actually.some stupid told me she is goin at 11pm lol.its early to me but its sooooooo late to my transporter okay.damn.made me soooo 'outstanding' at schl.lol.fine.n guess what teacher told my mum.
mum teacher
'owh hueh min.she is a shy girl larh.always sitting near the window there de rite??she dont talk alot la.'
'harr??omg.no la.she talk alot at home one.she arh.talk non-stop la.'
'=.='
'urm.i think hueh min's math isnt that good u know.'
'*blur*'
'u c arh.most of them got quite high for math.this is only the beginning of the year.she should get better than that.its considered quite low u know.'
*i know la.ish.i hate my math marks also okay.*
'owh isit.hahah.how bout her addmath arh.this girl arh...*sigh**'
'haha.her addmath..hmmmmmmm.her addmath is goooood.she got almost 100'
*yeah .wtf.1st time got chance to reach almost 100.but i missed it.just because a stupid mistake.*
'owhhh.she like to do things that give ppl suprise lol.'
><.

hahahahahahaha.omgosh.how can a mum varnish her daughter's image depan guru kelas aku???hah.
so funny rite.n i dun likey my results.well.but i think this is already the best i can score.cos.its the first test.lesser thingns to study still i get that 'kinda' result.hate myself.

#tomorrow.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
THEORY EXAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.
9-12
n its @ seafield.
omgoshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i haf no confidence.not even a single percent of it.
pray for me ppl.
gosh.
i feel so bad.
gosh gosh gosh.
grade 6 wehy.
its already over my quotaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
gosh.XPXPXP
die die die.
PRAY FOR MEEEEEEEEE PLSSSSSSSSS.=D

><.not happy.gosh.look who's that

still dont like it

she's the best human to cheer u up/
newly bought.omgosh.saw that monkey?i have a collection of it.*loves*

the sticker.!!hah.it's tough for me lol.anyway,the pink one is so darn useful

heeeeeeeeeeeeeh.<3*wish>

its nothing

lolllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.i felt like killing myself now.wtf.
my theory exam's on next monday.wad a good begining of the holssssssssssssss.
darn.
can anyone just shot me.??
gosh.i havent even touch my darn book.
my practices were all screwed up.

lalalalala.
n i m darn angry.
u think who u are
controlling my life like i m a whatever???
no i'm not.
things u're nt sure n u ask me to do it?
yeah like it's my job.wtf.
n u just spilt out those stupid words like its my fault.
makin me guilt or wad.
and the best part is u 'll never know when u are wrong.
dont u thought about your mistake.
grrrrrrrrr.u spoilt my day..>,<

not within words.

lately i m soooooooooo in moood to blast out every single mingle feelings of mine .like duhhhhhh.its definitely better ryte.but i din get to.my com is so busy.idk why.lol/=='

everything on earth is just bugging me from not being a god enough human on earth.
i m tired with this.or shall i say fras.
omgomgomg.
i seemed to be hyper.
i seemed to be happy.
i seemed to be i m so free.
i seemed to be i m okay with wadever i got.
i seemed to be satisfied.
n everything i said seemed to be a big big NO in my blardy heart.

i m so not okay.urgh.

i bet no one knows what the hell brendda is thinking.
fyi.my name is brenda ng.hueh min.ng hueh min is also brenda ng.wtf.
doing stupid thing that u tot is funny.actually it's not.><>
p/s.blardy human.how can u do such things to my so adorable yet sily friends.and yet u said it without thinking the consequences.wtf.

i really do love u all.
wether u bother or not.
i just miss those days.
i miss the silly girl fooling with u all.
primary.form 1.2.
is the best time of my life.
which i wish upon it can repeat.

[lonely.dissapoint.unhappy.]