owhmygawdddddddd

black and white is the mood.

the sister.a.k.a BRIDGETTE..

what i always said but.its difficult to smile.naturally.

i miss my hair.the short ones.><

hah.finally the pra's over.n the omg part is. my pra is better than my trrials.for your it shall be normal but for me it is superextraordinaryyyyyyyy.i study 2104463984612 hours for trials mannnnn.pffft.it proves that i m not those study type .haha.sprisingly my geo get 80+.the point is.i studied 4 hours for my beloved sejarah n i go thru my geo but my geo was that high marks n my sej sux.urgh.what can i say.BRENDA IS UNPREDICTABLE.

awh,mummie wasnt satisfied with my results actually.that's the part which i cant figure oout why.tell me why mummie.when i told her i got 86 for geo she gimme a wtf face and ask why cant u just do better.awhhhhhhhh.she broke my heartt.does every mum talks like that.i mean in a hurty way?gosh gosh gosh.why must she gimme the face where she'll never say it's okay.anyone teach me what to do.i seriously give up .n owh yeah.when i give her my black face i will then haf to ' face the melodious music'.hello i m not people who live in fairy tales.i haf sad time too.?hah.no idea.


btw today wasnt that nice.I AM TIRED,DEHYDRATED,I AM EXHAUSTED!! i m the one who gets tired easily.mentally i mean.lol.so sry i didnt get the chance to talk to the 2 dumbos who were arguing abt stuff ytd.moodlesssssss.SERIOUSLY I M MOODLESS.owh.cos of 'the thing'.which i wasnt happy because of it .n because of another thing.omg.

i hate liars.i dont likey that man..i dont like the feeling.and wtf.people are lying to me.okay.dont treat me like a MOROOOON.boo.the feeling's so shity which i wish to stab u 1000000000times man.everyone knows it n u're still trying to deny?for?what's your damn purpose of denying those kinda stupid thing which i cared....n u still trying to say no just now.?oh please.if you say u did it all just because u're fun.i shall say u won .i was terribly hurt by your damn lies.dont ever act innocent man.i cant bare it anymore...NO,PLEASE.!i shall say thx then.

especially you.

i hate eu.
i ever treat truly
and you gave me that.
i will carve it in my mind.ever.
u hurt me ,man.

pissed off.

exam moods fade.

current loves.u know whoooo.omg.he rawks.

haha n this.siew yien is the companion.we are both crazy abt it.lol.

hmm.can anyone just remind me when is our pra again?or just tell me when is the pmr.wtf.i m so not ready..lol.every of them were burrying their heads in books while i was watching tvvvvvvvvv.omg......dont blame me for not studying mummie.i was used to be the not study ones at home.n i knew i was stuck with the results i get for trials.

i dont get why.i don likey study n my results really sucks.my sis don likey study but she can manage to get flying colours.as in gettin into the best class gettin top 10.?lolllll.*i know i get num 7 in class but not in the best class..><*.owhh,thats the bad part. anyone teach me how to studyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.pfft.i have no idea why people can study sejarah for 4 days n i study in 4 hours.lol.ofcourse her results' were better than mine.harloooooo.she prepared like 253355768452341 hours n i was just quarter of it.hahahahahah.not even a quarter i think.i cant stay away from tv!!!!help me,anyone. hahhahahahha.lol.study is just not my cup of tea.thats why i wasnt mind what i gett in the class.lol.the point is i didnt study n fellows there studied like omg wtf..bwahhahaah.

I WANA STUDYYYYYYYY!!!!!but i cant.XD.

owhowhowh.i met someone ytd.i almost cried when i first saw him.hahahha.he is stillll that sweet.unresistable.??

xx :how's my girl doin there??
me : *stunned.*harrrrrr?eh,urm.ok larh.*tears bouncing out*
xx :lol.isit that sad to see me?then i dissapear in front of u?
me :u know i dont meant it dont you.omgggggggg.!*huggs*
xx :...
me : eh.sorry.i mean..if u mind ur gf mind ..i explain to her??lol.i was just too happy to see u ....
[there was a girl standing there staring at us lol.i almost forgotten herr]
xx : haha.r u sure thats my gf?does she looks like u?u know my heart is still on u okay.lol.or r u just jealousing?
me :wtffff.grrrrrr.but that girl hot siao weiiiii.ofcourse she's not like me .hers is all positive n mine's all negative.u blind arh?hahahhha.
xx : stop crapping larh.............
[n thennn he said smth i realllllllly touched n wtf my mum wanna leave.not like i wont c him again but omgggggggg.potong steam kan.ish ishhhhhh]
me :oi ciaoz bye.btwwwwww.ur gf really hot siaoooooooo.*doesnt feel welll although that's just his cousin.*

omgomgomgggggggggggg.he is still sosososososooos sweet man.......cant believe i just let him go but.hahha.thank you actually for what u'd did.i love eu.

Time For Letting Go Billy Ray Cyrus

I've been holding back words
And waiting for time
There's a lesson here somewhere
I know it's mine
And though I'll remember the promise we made
Promises don't justify feeling this way, anymore

It's time for letting go
We can't hide what we both know
But ooh, the hurtin' grows
Every time I think it's over

You've been keeping all your secrets inside
I know the truth now baby, you don't have to hide
But my mind wanders to the very first day
What a shame things had to turn out this way

It's time for letting go
We can't hide what we both know
But ooh, the hurtin' grows
Every time I think it's over

No words could bring back your affection
And no lies could keep me holding on
Holding on and holding on

Now I know that it's
Time for letting go
We can't hide what we both know
But ooh, the hurtin' grows
Every time I think it's over
I'ts time to realize
That we're both just living lies

And way down deep inside
The time is telilng me it's time for letting go

Let it go
I keep telling myself over and over
Let it go
I know time for letting go
It's time for letting go...

another one.

lol.ntg i did for this three days.people were studying .omg.i m pretty sure all of them did.hahhah.but not me.dad's fren came over on sat nite.unil 3 in the morning.so i was sitting n watching tv.we went for jap food on sun. n watch tv whole day long.today.i went subang parade after that.watch tv.bwahahah.my life cant get off with tv.omgf.

another tag by chyi tian.
5 person i wanna tag
- toufu
- wai yi
- beatrice
- julia
-may eE


5 thing i feel like eating now...
- CHOCOLATESSSSSS!!
- lollies.
- ice creams.
- cheese cakes.
- rojak.


Who i wanna spank now?
everyone. =P.chyi tian n toufu the most.bwahhaha.


Who do i like now..
i like.aiyor y ask this kinda quest.*hesitate*urm,shall i tell??paiseh lol.haha.swt.i like everyone.
etc. ame,tching.wenlee,yien,julia,voonyee,siewyin,sheefoong,daddie,waiyi,beat,grace,jiveetha,c.tian,toufu,mybro,mymum,mysis,mydad..haha.
i said i likey everyone.C=


The Club i like the most....
still St john.lol.lotsa fun tho


When you go to College what course you taking...
- pharmacy
- psychology*especially the placebo thingy*
- pharmaceutics
- law
-econs....
who knows future.maybe i m a teacher in the future if i cant cope with the heavy bag of those.


Do you wish not to do this?
no offence


What do you think of your family?
adorable.pretty odd in the way of they do perculiar stuff but i still love them.*etc.my dad made a funny move in the swiming pool ytd.*
i almost faint + cramp in the water because of it.hahahha/


hmm.seems like thats all.sooooo.byees.nites.sayonara.adios.zai jian.