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finally after years n years of craving.
i went genting.
yeah.
just call brenda jakooon.
she dont haf the chance to go genting like everyone else.
but din manage to play a thing outdoor since it was raining.
grrrrrrrrrrrr.for the very first time i hate rainy day.

n i painted my room green.
bweeeeeeeeeeeee/
makes me think of wai yi.
arghhh.but its toooooooooooo greenish for me.
i mean.
when u haf green walls and green curtains.
u'll blind.
brenda said so.

tdy shee foong's bdae..........
c.i do remember n yet he is complaining abt this.
LAWLLL.
boy. happie bdae.
u rox.for no reason.
hahahahahahhaa.
u're super duper cool.
laughing.
talking.
santa I HEARTS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

he reminds me of true friends.
idk why.
i think he is the first one who tell me very seriously with that face on about stuff like
'true frens really means understand each other not just seeing u everyday and talk alot'
yea bro.
u're rite.
but still missing those time where we both laughing like crazy during math period.
as if we are in a laughing commpetition.
but thats really happy time.






















i
really
really
really
really
miss
those
timesssssssssssssssssssssss




yea n i m super duper uber emo now.
this moment.
this second.
stop complaining anything.
i dont deserve thattttttt.













am i a good girl?
am i a good friend ?
am i capable.?
should i ?
or not???
sometimes i doubt myself.
i really do.
do u think i m just that bossy.???
i m sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
for being rude.
for being whatever that is wrong.......
for not trusting you.
for not being a whatever that u needs.














hope the rain will wash off those unwanted..
please.













i really cant do it.














argh......................














confused.

.brenda.

120th.

randomness made me touch this blog.

ytd had 4a/09 class party.

i lost my voice.
like seriously.
i dare nt talk today .
because......
reallly eww.
i made a right decision to not going schl.
hah.
brenda is so smartttttttt
woohoo.
and the main reason i lost my voice.
i shout n talk alot ytd.


















































blarhhhhhhhhhh.















i love rainy dayssssssssss.
when i m young.
n now.
but i heard rainy day makes ppl moody.
i think thats true.
maybe.
or.
just brenda is so careless about her friends around her.
i think the 2nd one sounds right.

argh.


someone make me feel useless.
she was sad.i was having fun.
i feel guilty.


someone makes me feel stupid.
she was having something.
i were hoping for something.
i think i'd think a bit too much.

someone makes me feel wierd.
she has that face.
telling me something.
and i can feel her anger.
we.
not like last time anymore.
i have no idea why.
did i ?any mistake..????
i m sorry i dont know why.
she makes me feel miserable.

someone makes me feel uncomfortable.
i think.
its time for everyone to change.
but i really cant accept it.
i understand.
i tried.
but i cant.


someone makes me feel disappointing.
she did things a certain way.
maybe she wants something.
i m sorry to turn my back away.
but she did something.
i think its really bad.















































brenda dont love herself.
thats nt what i want.



















not having a good mood nw.
and i REALLY DONT CARE ABOUT MY RESULTS!

something new

haha.
brenda is having short hair now.

she even paint her toe nail pink n green.

she is doing things that sounds so crazy

but thats what she is.

just more than ordinary.

blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i wana go out with my friendssssssssssssss

just anywhere.


with friends.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i miss my friendsssssssssssssss

a lotttttttttttttttttttttttt


6F gatheriing..........


wait for meeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


brenda is cominggggggggggggg.

hah.

wait till i upload pix kayyyyyyyy.















love ya.

tadah

lovelyyyy
today super super super hyper.
hah.
don care abt phy paper 1 &3 .ignore math1,
i know how many quest i answered wrong. but
I DON CAREEEEEEEEEEE>
it;s totally over.hah.
tho i din work hard as my fellow classmate but i did try okay.
just that the books arent that atractive.
haha.
brenda's lame-ish is coming back.
stop travelling my dear sense of humour.
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahhaa
thought of spongebob out of sudden.
the way he laughsss.
so annoyed yet so happy.

ksgfdanmfglerlahgkjr
reallly dont know how to decribe.
haha
omgosh.
i ever overslept and missed my phy tuition
so sad.
hah.
i m so sorry but i really cant get myself up..*guilty*
and owh.darnnnnnn,
i miss 2 important stuff because of exam.
urgh
akon concert duty and the all american rejects one.
i really wana goooooooo!!!!!!!!
shhhhhhhhhhhhhs
so mad with that.


















wad else can i say than hyper.

hah.
wad i m going to do..??
hang outs.
piano.
movies
musics
com
2DAYS 1NIGHT!!!!!!!
jelly.



cant think of any else.....
ang ying ying i darn miss u.hah

signing off.
bren<3

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

1 more day and everything is done.hahaha
the battle is overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
brenda is freeeeeeeeeeeeeee
and things are waiting for meeeeeeeee.
kay bye.
talk abt funny things that happened tdy tml.
don miss me=D