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finally after years n years of craving.
i went genting.
yeah.
just call brenda jakooon.
she dont haf the chance to go genting like everyone else.
but din manage to play a thing outdoor since it was raining.
grrrrrrrrrrrr.for the very first time i hate rainy day.

n i painted my room green.
bweeeeeeeeeeeee/
makes me think of wai yi.
arghhh.but its toooooooooooo greenish for me.
i mean.
when u haf green walls and green curtains.
u'll blind.
brenda said so.

tdy shee foong's bdae..........
c.i do remember n yet he is complaining abt this.
LAWLLL.
boy. happie bdae.
u rox.for no reason.
hahahahahahhaa.
u're super duper cool.
laughing.
talking.
santa I HEARTS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

he reminds me of true friends.
idk why.
i think he is the first one who tell me very seriously with that face on about stuff like
'true frens really means understand each other not just seeing u everyday and talk alot'
yea bro.
u're rite.
but still missing those time where we both laughing like crazy during math period.
as if we are in a laughing commpetition.
but thats really happy time.






















i
really
really
really
really
miss
those
timesssssssssssssssssssssss




yea n i m super duper uber emo now.
this moment.
this second.
stop complaining anything.
i dont deserve thattttttt.













am i a good girl?
am i a good friend ?
am i capable.?
should i ?
or not???
sometimes i doubt myself.
i really do.
do u think i m just that bossy.???
i m sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
for being rude.
for being whatever that is wrong.......
for not trusting you.
for not being a whatever that u needs.














hope the rain will wash off those unwanted..
please.













i really cant do it.














argh......................














confused.

.brenda.